Dark night of the soul, Repeat.

It seems like lately, all I want to write about is bullshit. The bullshit that is swirling around in me, my need for help and approval. That I am looking to be saved and it’s weird because since when did I become a victim?

Here is my heart and soul, grind it into hamburger.

I am struggling to do almost everything these days. I feel weak. I am sad. I have been using the word should again and I feel so very lost. I show my vulnerability and then want to run away. I am utterly lost.

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