Wow, it’s been almost a month since I last felt compelled to write.
I have been working kind of hard lately, I am finally starting to feel more like myself too. Not quite as tired as I was at first. I was diagnosed with Mono on the August long weekend, so this month has been a supreme effort. I was feeling slightly discouraged too, going to work each day. Dd was so unhappy, she and Ds were fighting like mad and over all it was so hard to simply get from A to B.
I made a decision and told the kids what I was doing for work. I had previously withheld the info because of DH and his mother. I was scared that she might pull another scam like she did with my last boss. She actually went in there and spent two hours trying to discredit me. Lies, lots and lots of lies. I told them too, because I had an opportunity to see them each day while I was working and if I told them they might not be so upset that I was away all day. Now they come to see me each day, while I am at the park. It’s a really good arrangement. Dd is much happier.
Today and yesterday my Mom whom normally comes to look after the kids while I work was away, and last night my kids finally discovered something cool to do, they spent all day today bike riding. Independently. I am so proud of them both. They are being safe and are wearing the right gear, just over being responsible.
Ahh I feel like there are spiders crawling on me, I am creeped out. YUCK.
I think I could sleep now~ 4 more days till my birthday ❤