Dh was drinking again last night, while drunk he takes meanness to a whole new level. I need to find away out of here.
I’m not happy, no amount of money and comfort can make me happy on the inside. Look at the state of my life.
What have all these months of working on humility been for if not for this. I need to leave. I need to straighten everything out. I need to prioritize. God, children, me. No more DH. No more veils to stand between God and myself, it is only in him that I am truly satisfied. Having experience what I have, I know that for certain now.
Time to straighten everything out.
Pray for me readers, that I have the strength within to straighten this out. To put it right. It’s not going to be the easier path I assure you.